Thursday, June 17, 2010

movin' out!

Lately I've had such a desire to pack up and move to NYC. It keeps coming up in my mind and things I see and I keep hearing about it, and it just makes me crave to leave this small town behind and just GO!

I only have a year left of school-, and a year ago feels like just yesterday so I can sense just how fast the time went by. It's a little scary to think about life after graduation, and I have been contemplating alot lately about where I am going to be headed to once that happens.

I've narrowed it down to Chicago or NYC. I've always thought how crazy it would be to move to NYC right out of college- but so many people have done it- just how crazy would it be? Of course I would probably live at home for a few months and save up some money (No rent or groceries! Yay!) before I go anywhere, but honestly- I'm just so ready to get out of here, no matter where I go. But lately I've just had the strange feeling like I want to go right to NYC for some reason. But who knows right now- my mind changes so much!

I'm just over school. And yes, I know I have a year left, but I will be counting down the months with great joy I guarantee you- the last September...DONE...the last October..DONE...soon it will be the last Fall semester...DONE...I just can't wait! Although I do have to say, I am very excited about what the year will bring for me. I've got Spelling Bee, GTC auditions, ACTF competition, Senior Project, possibly a Springer show, and we still haven't cast our Spring semester at CSU yet. There are so many great opportunities that I am blessed to be a part of and that will be very stressful, but I just have a good feeling that things will be fruitful for me this year. I know they will.

But I just have all these feelings, like, there is so much going on out in the world that I can't be a part of because I'm still in school. And I just feel really stifled in this town.

But soon I'll be gone. I guess I should just enjoy it while I am here, huh?

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